I saw him today-

I saw his face, it was the face I loved and I knew--------------------
oh hell, I didnt know anything,I forgot what I even went to the store for ! I love that man still and wish I could learn to love another.We had a nice visit.

chicken pot pie

There have been walks,rattlesnakes,puppy fur,flowers from the grave,midnight sweats,bouts of fear,emotions of joy,water.lots of it but more is always needed in my life.Visits with sisters and their grown kids from Tenn.Love lubricated the visit.goats are all I dreamed.They are sensative,hard as a rock,generous,humor filled and I love them so.Their names are- lead doe- Jumper and her side kick is a yearling wether names York.These are the two true tractors of the heard.Then there is Asia,a yearling who is wild and my milking doe.She comes to be milked, has never even lifted her feet when being milked,but wont let me touch her otherwise.She has a kid who is doe,about fiv emonths old.Asia was bred early and is small.Her kid,kuitar also a bit wild is beautiful and fair and looks like a baby deer still.Then a small wether who came named cookie doe but he isnt so Josiah just named him Van go as his horns are tweeked from human.He is a fainting goat.Those five came together.Cookie(now van) was gettingn the hell booted out of him so I went and got him a doe to live with.He is really happy.I am falling asleep.I willl be back

I heard you cry

when the news arrived

about your friend.

He was all smiles

in every photo

and we remember him fondly.