ITS BEEN FOREVER SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN. I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT SEVERAL TIMES AND EVEN HAD IT ALL FIGURED OUT BUT NEVER GOT TO THE COMPUTER TO PUT IT DOWN.

LIFE IS LIKE A FROG POND.ONE NEVER KNOWS WHO WILL SHOW UP...BUILD IT AND THEY WILL COME

SEEING THE BARK HOUSE THROUGH THE SMOKE.

THE MOUTH OPENS UP AND ALLOWS YOU TO ENTER IF YOU CHOOSE. TEMPERTURE IS PERFECT AND WELCOMING.I CANT QUIT CRYING AND I AM NOT SURE IF ITS FROM SADNESS OR RELIEF. SADNESS FOR BEING ALONE OR RELIEF BECAUSE I AM NOT ALONE... EITHERWAY THE ROCKS, SMELL IS FAMILURE LIKE I HAVE VISITED THAT PLACE BUT IT WASNT MY HOME LIKE THIS FEELS. LIKE I HAVE SAT AT THE ROCK FOR A LIFE TIME BEFORE.

ITS ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT REALLY REMINDS ONE THAT THE GOVERNMENT CANT FIX EVERYTHING... OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER...

THE SMOKE IS THICK AND THEY ARE SAYING PEOPLE ARE GOING CRAZY FROM BEING STUCK INSIDE. MYSELF SOMEWHAT INCLUDED

ITS TIME AND AS IT GROWS CLOSER I FEEL THE PANIC BEGINNING TO GROW.I AM ALSO VERY READY TO BE DONE WITH THIS ALL AND MOVE ON.ITS AMAZING HOW DIFFERENT PEOPLE CAN SEE AND EXPERIENCE THINGS WHICH TO SOME COULD LOOK THE SAME,

FULL OF TEASING

I AM HUNGRY AND I WANT TO BE FED AND I DONT MEAN A BITE HERE AND ONE THERE. I MEAN I WANT A FULL MEAL. I WANT TO FEAST UNTIL MY CUP RUNNITH OVER. I WANT TO BE FILLED UNTIL I SQUEEK AS I WALK.I WANT TO LEAVE SNAIL TRAILS FOR SOME HUNGRY BEAST TO TRACK AND FEAST SOME MORE.I AM HUNGRY AND THERE FORE AM HUNTING. BECAREFUL. ITS A FULL MOON AND I FEEL SO FULL OF HUNGER.

FRESH FROM THE GARDEN

OF LIFE I EAT FRESH BEETS,CARROTS,PEAS,SQUASH...

THE BASIL IS BEAUTIFUL AND BLACKBERRIES BLOOMING. HE RETURNED THIS AFTERNOON AND I STEPPED OVER THE BOUNDARY ... ITS SO EASY TO DO IT WHEN NOT REALLY PAYING ATTENTION. ALTHOUGH THAT IS SO FULL OF IT.... I KNEW THE MINUTE I LIFTED MY HEAD....THERE IS JUST SOMETHING ABOUT THE WAY ONE APPROACHES ANOTHER.... THE INTENT IN MY WALK, THE LOOK OF MY EYES.USUALLY I KEEP MY HEAD DOWN... UNTIL I AM RIGHT THERE IS FRONT OF SOMEONE.ESPECIALLY MEN. BUT NOT TODAY.NO SIR... I WENT THERE IN A SARONG,BAREFOOTED AND A SHORT BLACK TOP.THEN TO TOP THAT OFF... I LOOKED HIM RIGHT IN THE EYE THE ENTIRE WAY TO HIM AND I FELT THE ENERGY LOADING.

TALKED TO ANOTHER WITCH AND SHE HAD LOTS OF REPRIMAND FOR ME ABOUT THE SPELL I AM SEEKING TO END. BECAUSE IT WAS A COMBINATION OF TWO SEPARATE ONES, ITS HARD TO KNOW HOW TO REVERSE IT.

EMOTIONAL EXPLOSION IN COLOR

THERE IS A EXPLOSION OF EMOTIONS GOING ON INSIDE ME AND IT IS MANIFESTING WITH A ARRAY OF COLORS FLOATING THROUGH MY BRAIN.THEY ARE WASHING OVER ME IN WAVES AND I WANT TO RIDE THEM WITH GRACE-
FEELINGS ABUNDANT YET NOT CLEAR. MY TIRED BODY HAS LEAKED INTO MY EMOTIONAL BRAIN AND I FEEL SLEEPY ON ALL LAYERS.
SITTING ON THE SIDE LINES HAS ITS BENEFITS... THE VIEW CAN BE CHALLENGING TO WATCH MUCH LESS LIVE THROUGH.
I THINK OF HIM AND FOLD UP. I THINK OF HER AND WANT TO SOOTHE ALL THE SORE PLACES.....