its a whole eco system of emotions
there are different colors,species of grief
the terrain of the joy can turn
to empty lonesome deserts
in the time it takes for the winds of
panic to give way to calm.
Midnight calming sessions
become regular learning time.
I am looking for the gift I know
comes along with all this grief.
Oberon is almost done but i feel panic
inside and what ifs and second guessing myself
over and over and the place i had
so clearly marked out has come and gone.
I am not nearly as brave as I had previously thought
or.. its just a line i say for who knows why.................................
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