Sunday, May 18, 2008

DIPPING FINGERS IN THE BOWL

ALWAYS WANTING A TASTE, I FIND MYSELF OFTEN IN TROUBLE FOR DIPPING INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S BOWL,PILE,,BED.. ITS JUST THAT I HAVE TO KNOW FOR MYSELF HOW IT IS... SECOND HAND NEWS ISN'T MUCH BETTER THEN SECOND HAND SMOKE.IT CERTAINLY CAN CAUSE AS MUCH DAMAGE.SO PERHAPS I DO DIP WHERE I SHOULD NOT.....I THINK IT WAS TOM ROBBINS WHO SAID THE ONLY TRUE APHRODISIAC WAS STRANGE STUFF... NOW ONE CAN... OR I.... CAN TAKE THAT MANY WAYS AND AS A TRAILING K9 HANDLER I FIND MY SELF WANTING TO CHECK ALL THE DIRECTIONS... JUST IN CASE...
I ENTERTAIN MYSELF WITH THOUGHTS OF BOY TOYS... BUT THE REALITY IS I HAVEN'T SEEN A MAN WITH ENOUGH NERVE TO TAKE ME ON IN A LONG TIME.THAT IS MORE DISTURBING THEN THE REALITY OF NOT BEING IN LUST AT THIS MOMENT.WHERE IS THE LUST IN OUR MEN? IT IS SCARY.VERY. ITS ONE THING TO BE A MALE AND GAY.. IT IS QUITE ANOTHER THING TO BE A MAN WITH NO NERVE.NO SEX DRIVE. BEJESUS HAVE WE TAKEN IT ALL OUT OF THEM? I AM WILLING TO PRACTICE WITH NO LICENSE AND LET THEM PLAY IN MY THERAPY SAND BOX WITH MY TOYS. IT CAN BE QUITE ENTERTAINING.THE MOON IS STILL IN SCORPIO AND I FEEL DANGEROUS. POETRY READING THIS EVENING AT THE RIDGE STOP AND I AM FEELING SO HUNGRY I MIGHT HAVE ME A BITE OR TWO... OF THOSE SOFT FLESHY HIPPIE BOYS WHO ENTERTAIN THOUGHTS OF ME IN THEIR ARMS...MORE LATER.THE WEED EATER CALLS.

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