singing songs

I SAW HIM TODAY.
I SAW HIS FACE.
IT WAS THE FACE I LOVED
AND I KNEW.... I HAD TO GET AWAY...

AH REMEMBER THE GOOD OLD DAYS OF SUNNY AND CHER...


OR ... WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH IT??? GOT TO DO WITH IT???
TINA TURNER...

SOMETIMES LIVING THROUGH THINGS IS BY FAR A WORSE SENTENCE THEN GETTING TO GET OFF THE PLANE IN MID FLIGHT.
I SAW A OLD FRIEND TODAY.OR PERHAPS I COULD/SHOULD REFER TO THIS PERSON AS A FREIGHT TRAIN IN MY LIFE. A BOLDER IN MY POND THAT KEEPS RESOUNDING OUT. EITHER WAY ITS ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT IS SO GOOD I WAIT YEARS FOR AND IS SO PAINFUL IT DISABLES ME MOMENTARILY OR LONGER....ITS A GLIMPSE INTO WHAT I HAD AND LOST FOR WHAT EVER REASON.BUT HAVING TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE GREATNESS OF IT EVEN IN ITS DEATH STAGES.OUCH.I JUST REREAD WHAT I HAD WRITTEN AND IT WAS IN THIRD PERSON SO I WENT BACK AND CHANGED IT.THAT IS HOW FAR I WANT TO BE FROM IT... I TALK IN THIRD PARTY AS IF THAT WILL CREATE EMOTIONAL DISTANCE FROM MY SELF.... AH THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY..MOSTLY WITH OUR SELVES.
MY GARDEN IS BEAUTIFUL AND A INCREDIBLE SENSE OF PLEASURE FOR ME.IT IS EVIDENT THAT I HAVE EXCHANGED HUMAN COMPANIONSHIP FOR PLANTS,PLACE, CRITTERS.I FEEL SO MUCH SAFER. I NO LONGER AFTER TURNING FIFTY AM CONCERNED ABOUT LONGEVITY. I AM WANTING QUALITY.
THE MOON IS IN SCORPIO AND I FEEL SO CRAZY.I FEEL LIKE A CAT IN HEAT AND AM KNOWING I NEED TO STAY CLOSE TO HOME IN TIMES LIKE THIS NO NEED TO BE CALLING TROUBLE....AH WHAT I WOULD DO TO TROUBLE TODAY.... I WOULD LITE ITS BOOTS ON FIRE,STEAL ITS PANTS ..... OH FULL MOON IN SCORPIO AND I FEEL SO CRAZY