TOO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT.

YOU KNOW HOW IT IS WHEN THE WORLD IS SWIRLING AROUND WAY TO FAST AND ITS ALL YOU CAN DO TO JUST STAY UP RIGHT? YEA.. THAT'S IT. NOT BAD,NOT GOOD,JUST SWIRLING.FAST
MANY THOUGHTS ON THE FRONT LINE AND ALL OF THEM BEING POLITE.. YOU GO FIRST, NO YOU... SO ITS ALL BACKED UP AND THE ONLY THING FOR SURE IS THAT I NOW FEEL MORE SORRY FOR HIM THEN I DO FOR MYSELF.THAT IS A MILE STONE FOR THIS GIRL.AFTER YEARS I STILL AM TRYING TO UNTANGLE IT ALL. FIND OUT WHY I DID WHAT I DID AND HOW TO CLEAN IT ALL UP SO LONG AFTER THE SPILL.I AM LONELY IN A ODD WAY.HOWEVER, THE REALITY OF MY LAST BAD CHOICE AND THE DAMAGE IT DID IS STILL RESOUNDING THROUGH MY LIFE SO I SIT ON THE SIDE LINE WATCHING AND WAITING .....FOR SOMETHING I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT. SO IT MIGHT OF ALREADY COME BY...MAYBE SEVERAL TIMES AND I DIDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE IT.... THOUGHTS SHIFTING LIKE THE CURRENT IN A FAST MOVING RIVER.
I SAW LITTLE SISTER TODAY.SHE SMELLS LIKE HOPE ETERNAL.I COULD SNIFF HER LITTLE HEAD FOR DAYS.SUCH A HAPPY BABY.HER MOMMA IS DOING A AWESOME JOB AND IS A INSPIRATION TO WATCH WITH HER PUPPY..
WATER FLOWS
WARM LIKE
YOUR ARMS ROUND ME
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.