Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Death

..its all around us.Jack,Laurie's dad died this morning, 27 days before his 100 birthday.Jim was taken to the hospital this morning and I spent the evening there with him.He is dying. Its hard on the youngsters who love him.Bell is very upset and little Bit...I tell em its their turn to help us die as we helped them be born.
I see the specialist tomorrow but still cant do any test until the county clears... I dont ever want to be in the hospital.EVER. I told Bell that....... If this stomach thing goes south... I am not doing hospitals. I have had such a full life. I cant stand the thought of dying there.
I am Jim advocate until his daughter gets here on the fourth.I turn 52 on the 10.The Indians say we become adults at 52.....LOL.
Going to the bath to soak and pray for grace.

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