Tuesday, December 8, 2009

a turning inside

I have never been the kind of woman who shut people out.I might argue, get mad, but I just have never shut doors that couldn't be opened if desired.However, I find myself in this place now. A place that is not familiar to me but also not scary,intimidating to me. I find it is now time to shut the door behind me as I walk away from one I have loved dearly. I don't do this out of malice,contempt.I do this out of self respect.Something I have been short on in many aspects of my life. I feel clear about it.I feel it is the correct decision and it feels alright.I don't have any big charge, simply I feel full and must get up from the table.
Blessed be

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